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LostI thought that you would shine forever. I didn't know that light could fade so quickly...., for even embers tend to give warmth for awhile.

You were across the ravine. For a moment my veins contracted, remembering... Remembering how it once was. The laughter, and of course the pain. So much pain... Why could we never get past the harshness?

I should have known even back then that we would never last, but ironically would last forever. Forever in thought. What would I do if one day I would awake to not find you? Probably, just remember all over again.

The elements are cold, not very forgiving, and yet Lost
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Mon Feb 20, 2006, 9:44 PM

In the midst of happiness is saddness. You show strength, yet your eyes reveal your defeat. How long before the charade is over and you finally let them know how you truely feel? How long before the burden is eased and life resembles an existance of normal?

The unlaughable truth is that normal needs saddness to survive. To fight their co-existance is to create turmoil. Acceptance creates strength. Breath, breath in the saddness.... and as it infiltrates your veins, empower yourself in the knowledge that you are normal.

Life will have its moments of heartache, anger, suffering and struggles. Life will have its moments of love, happiness, fullfillment and ease. Face each moment, not as each separate entity, but as a flow... entwined. Together they are managed, separate they penetrate too deep.

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=cs-chan Sep 12, 2006, 3:54:52 PM

glomps yew

and stabs yew with all the love in the world

~ghostsofyou Feb 24, 2006, 9:47:39 PM

thanks for the

i like what you've posted so far.

~tristis87 Feb 28, 2006, 8:11:42 PM

thanks, I like what you've written too. Your pieces seem to hit close to home for me, it's like your writing my soul. The only difference is that, although pain has the ability to crush any sence of will or hope, I'm going to use it to make me stronger. I'll feed off it before it will defeat me. I too have thought of suicide, really who hasn't. But the thing that pulls me back, is knowing for a fact, and I do mean fact, that I am here for a reason. I don't know what the reason is yet, maybe it is to see how much crap one person can endure. I don't know, but even so, I promise I will be the best "crap endurer" I can be. Sorry, I ramble so. As you can tell, your writings hit close to home. Ahhhhh.... why does the heart hurt so much? And how do we make it stop? Well, I will continue to watch you if you don't mind. As I said, I like what you have to say.

~ghostsofyou Feb 28, 2006, 11:17:24 PM

"best crap endurer" haha. i totally know what you mean. i know i'm here for a reason too, and am pretty determined never to give up. i'm glad you can relate to my writing.

~Echoes-of-the-Dead Feb 24, 2006, 9:36:41 PM

heya, thanks for the watch, i think i'll have to do the same to you, you look like you have good thigns to say.

~tristis87 Feb 28, 2006, 8:39:54 PM

thanks, I've been reading your stuff too. The pieces I like the most are the ones that reveal you. like "the others", "elmo's" and "blurred lines". you also have a very interesting spin on life/death (Mildura), in some ways I agree, sometimes it is just fate. Keep up the writing, I look forward to what you have to say.